When you judge a Book by its cover, Your reading pages of confusion

You know? people tend to think I do not have issues in my life because i have this "star-studded" buzz behind me. Truth be told I am probably softer than a pillow lol.
There is pain behind my eyes, where secrets lye. Love is never concered by past pains inside. Looking towards the future I do see happiness but can you erase the permanent scars that have been carved from the rest??? Well just have to wait and see, now don't we..